You built me up
In my darkest hour
You were the light to my abyss of pain and confusion
Showed me it's better to let go of them and start anew
You tore me down
You pitied another,
and still felt for a third
I stayed hoping you'd pick me
I was blinded
You
You wrapped me in a shroud
Only so I can see you as someone you're not
Your deceitful disguise was destroyed
You destroyed my shining moment
And thought I deserved it
To this day I still hold that grudge
Words were slung
You malicious bastard
You treated me like I was dirt
Just as he did
You said time was needed
I was confused once agai
A faint cry reaches my ears,
Beyond the scarlet hills that blocked my vision of the sunset
Cries, tortured cries ring through the hills again,
Dusk approaches,
Each passing minute it gets louder, closer,
Further away a gun shot pierces my ear drums, rattling me and my senses
Gut instinct tells me something's wrong,
Horribly wrong
I try to run in the opposite direction, but my body refuses to move
Just the sound of the cries, the gun shots
Killing, compels me
Lust for blood,
My lust for blood compels me to the sickening sound
Never again shall I give into such lust, such crazed, sadistic desire
Of all the things I had seen, thi
Heat shot to my cheeks. I knew that look and all I wanted to say was "Hun not here"
Then in a second that look is gone and he froze.
I looked to my left, an employee was right there
Giving us an odd look.
Then he takes my hand and leads me out of the store.
Sitting on a bench right outside, he pats the spot next to him motioning for me to sit down.
I do, nuzzling my head into his warm shoulder.
The only way I can explain this feeling is home.
Everything about him just makes me feel human again.
Not this hardened and scarred, hormone raging twit I've often found myself as.
When he wraps those warm, comforting arms around me
I can'
God I wish you were here as I hopelessly yearn for your touch
I want you to hold me tight
Arms like towers
Towering over me
Providing me with the comfort and security only you can provide
Those innocent looks you give me
Right before you give me a nurturing kiss on my forehead
Or that playful grin you give me right before you give me the lightest kiss
Leaving me weak in the knees
And yearning for more
I thrive off those moments
Just you and me
Not a care in the world
That's what I need
All I need
You
All you
All the time
All mine
Damn I wish I had the guts to tell you this
What a shame we all became
Such fragile broken dreams
With such a tiny start
Some hot rain is streaking the cheeks of an individual
Her body shaking with each painful sob
So many care
But what can they do?
They can't fight the system
No matter how hard they try
The system is an anarchy
They control all
Claiming they help
But,
They only hinder
They only hurt
They're ruthless bastards
And dare not give a damn about those they hurt
They only help themselves
Only go by their rules
And punish those who don't
It's a cruel world out there
And those such as I
Who dare not speak out
Are punished
Twisted Fairytale Three Evi... by wolfpup42, literature
Literature
Twisted Fairytale Three Evi...
Once upon a time in a far away city lived three evil gangster pigs that went by the name of the S.O.B.'s, formally known as Sows of Boysenberry. They weren't the smartest lot being as they were all males and thought sow was another word for manly. Now before I continue with this tale there is one other character you must be aware of. A little wolf named Schnitzel, he was barely of age and relatively scrawny.
Now Schnitzel was from the country, just entering the city of Boysenberry to start a new life when the S.O.B.'s cornered him in an alley.
"Eh! Pauly looks like we have a visitor in town"
I have to admit
This hard exterior,
is breaking
Chipping away,
ever so slowly,
bit by bit
I admit it
I'm not as tough as I appear
I'm just a sensitive kid who's been though alot
I have weaknesses
I have flaws
But thats me,
human
Little by little
I will no longer hide myself
Little by little
The wall is breaking down
And I'm coming out of my shell
So make way world!
And brace yourself
Cause there's a new force sweeping the nation
With more confidence
And less, self consciousness
So watch out
Cause here I come
With a vengence
And a tad more self-confident
Believe it!
You built me up
In my darkest hour
You were the light to my abyss of pain and confusion
Showed me it's better to let go of them and start anew
You tore me down
You pitied another,
and still felt for a third
I stayed hoping you'd pick me
I was blinded
You
You wrapped me in a shroud
Only so I can see you as someone you're not
Your deceitful disguise was destroyed
You destroyed my shining moment
And thought I deserved it
To this day I still hold that grudge
Words were slung
You malicious bastard
You treated me like I was dirt
Just as he did
You said time was needed
I was confused once agai
A faint cry reaches my ears,
Beyond the scarlet hills that blocked my vision of the sunset
Cries, tortured cries ring through the hills again,
Dusk approaches,
Each passing minute it gets louder, closer,
Further away a gun shot pierces my ear drums, rattling me and my senses
Gut instinct tells me something's wrong,
Horribly wrong
I try to run in the opposite direction, but my body refuses to move
Just the sound of the cries, the gun shots
Killing, compels me
Lust for blood,
My lust for blood compels me to the sickening sound
Never again shall I give into such lust, such crazed, sadistic desire
Of all the things I had seen, thi
Heat shot to my cheeks. I knew that look and all I wanted to say was "Hun not here"
Then in a second that look is gone and he froze.
I looked to my left, an employee was right there
Giving us an odd look.
Then he takes my hand and leads me out of the store.
Sitting on a bench right outside, he pats the spot next to him motioning for me to sit down.
I do, nuzzling my head into his warm shoulder.
The only way I can explain this feeling is home.
Everything about him just makes me feel human again.
Not this hardened and scarred, hormone raging twit I've often found myself as.
When he wraps those warm, comforting arms around me
I can'
God I wish you were here as I hopelessly yearn for your touch
I want you to hold me tight
Arms like towers
Towering over me
Providing me with the comfort and security only you can provide
Those innocent looks you give me
Right before you give me a nurturing kiss on my forehead
Or that playful grin you give me right before you give me the lightest kiss
Leaving me weak in the knees
And yearning for more
I thrive off those moments
Just you and me
Not a care in the world
That's what I need
All I need
You
All you
All the time
All mine
Damn I wish I had the guts to tell you this
What a shame we all became
Such fragile broken dreams
With such a tiny start
Some hot rain is streaking the cheeks of an individual
Her body shaking with each painful sob
So many care
But what can they do?
They can't fight the system
No matter how hard they try
The system is an anarchy
They control all
Claiming they help
But,
They only hinder
They only hurt
They're ruthless bastards
And dare not give a damn about those they hurt
They only help themselves
Only go by their rules
And punish those who don't
It's a cruel world out there
And those such as I
Who dare not speak out
Are punished
Twisted Fairytale Three Evi... by wolfpup42, literature
Literature
Twisted Fairytale Three Evi...
Once upon a time in a far away city lived three evil gangster pigs that went by the name of the S.O.B.'s, formally known as Sows of Boysenberry. They weren't the smartest lot being as they were all males and thought sow was another word for manly. Now before I continue with this tale there is one other character you must be aware of. A little wolf named Schnitzel, he was barely of age and relatively scrawny.
Now Schnitzel was from the country, just entering the city of Boysenberry to start a new life when the S.O.B.'s cornered him in an alley.
"Eh! Pauly looks like we have a visitor in town"
I have to admit
This hard exterior,
is breaking
Chipping away,
ever so slowly,
bit by bit
I admit it
I'm not as tough as I appear
I'm just a sensitive kid who's been though alot
I have weaknesses
I have flaws
But thats me,
human
Little by little
I will no longer hide myself
Little by little
The wall is breaking down
And I'm coming out of my shell
So make way world!
And brace yourself
Cause there's a new force sweeping the nation
With more confidence
And less, self consciousness
So watch out
Cause here I come
With a vengence
And a tad more self-confident
Believe it!
A faint cry reaches my ears,
Beyond the scarlet hills that blocked my vision of the sunset
Cries, tortured cries ring through the hills again,
Dusk approaches,
Each passing minute it gets louder, closer,
Further away a gun shot pierces my ear drums, rattling me and my senses
Gut instinct tells me something's wrong,
Horribly wrong
I try to run in the opposite direction, but my body refuses to move
Just the sound of the cries, the gun shots
Killing, compels me
Lust for blood,
My lust for blood compels me to the sickening sound
Never again shall I give into such lust, such crazed, sadistic desire
Of all the things I had seen, thi
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A - AVAILABLE: Nope. With a very special guy :3
B - BIRTHDAY: July 6th
C - CRUSHING ON: No one. Cuz I got the guy I want :3
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Water....I think
E - EASIEST PERSON/s TO TALK TO: My mommy and Jesse
F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: Jeez theres so many
H - HOMETOWN: Yonkers New York
I - IN LOVE WITH: Food.
J - JUGGLE: School, friends and other stuff
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Not yet
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 12 hours
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry!!
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: Cero
O - ONE WISH: For the world to have peace
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My mom
R - REASON TO SMILE: Happy moments
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Adora
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